I've been doing a lot of research lately. One of the things I read said I need to let the cat out of the bag. Really, it told me that - in slightly different terms. We've had this thought, something we need to do about our family. I told Jake I wasn't going to bug him about it any more. Then, he decided to have this crazy dream. He woke up in the middle of the night and said "not in this life" and went back to bed! Can you believe that? This is Jake we're talking about after all...
So what is this all about?! We're going to have a baby! Well, it might not be a baby. We've decided to adopt. We don't know who or when it will happen or how it will happen; but, we know we're going to do it. Remember that crazy post I wrote about a week ago about having faith? It had to do with this whole decision.
I called LDS Family Services the day I wrote that post. We pretty much have no chance at adopting through them. Joan said that because of our specific circumstances, "[we] have better chances going through a different agency." That's O.K.. I didn't feel like they were the right agency anyway.
On to the research. Lots of research. Are we going international, domestic, what agency, fundraisers, grants - I mean, how are we going to pay for this?! It's a good thing it felt so right before we saw price tags!
So, what have we decided? International - absolutely! Jake was excited about Brazil, (I was too) but some of the countries requirements will be a little hard to meet. O.K., a lot hard to meet. Haiti would be awesome but we're not old enough and have too many children already. So that leaves us with the one that I keep coming back to. Ethiopia.
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